December 2009
regrets.
So I had a fucking great time at this huge party we had at my grandma’s house with like 100 people.
I have realized that I am capable of hanging out with different age groups: 1 Two fourteen-year-old girls who have many boy problems. 2 Two girls and two boys who are may age, who I can drink with and be dumbasses with. 3 Women in their 30s and 40s who are drunk.
Also, I came to the...
i've been figuring you out
myscarletgato:
comradetate:
myscarletgato:
you trust the wrong people. you don’t know how to balance your priorities and follow your morals. you’re so set on believing that what you do is right, but deep down inside you know its only to benefit yourself.
Oh God. This is totally me.
Wait, are you saying I wrote it about you, or that you view yourself as that person?
Haha cuz this wasn’t...
“hi! im sorry i didnt get online at all yesterday. i was in valencia :x i really...”
– My best chingoo, Johannes Harvey Kuplenbach. This was my favorite post of today.
i've been figuring you out
myscarletgato:
you trust the wrong people. you don’t know how to balance your priorities and follow your morals. you’re so set on believing that what you do is right, but deep down inside you know its only to benefit yourself.
Oh God. This is totally me.
the kite runner.
I’m still not halfway through the novel, but it’s really quite amazing and I love Khaled Hosseini.
The problem is, the story is so fucking depressing that I feel like I can’t continue it any further. I want to finish the book (I hate leaving books unfinished) and the novel is really well-written, but it’s too damn sad. I don’t know what to do with this dilemma. I...
“You know what? Just follow her fat ass so then you don’t lose sight of...”
– Míkel Francisko
“You and misfortune are the miserable couple.”
– Johannes Kuplénbach
oh hey internet!
My uncle has internet in the Philippines, contrary to my belief!
The flight was alright, but it seemed way longer than it normally did; probably because last time I was on a flight as long as this one I was like 14 and don’t remember it very well. I wasn’t able to sleep too nicely because there were these fuckheads who had their airplane shades right open and the blinding sun was...
my last blog.
Hello Philippines for 3 weeks!
I don’t know when I will be able to get online, so this may be my last blog of 2009. (That rhyme was unintentional) I feel like I should write something really epic, but I don’t know what else to say other than it has been a really fast-paced, eventful year. The past two semesters were my worst in relation to academics, but 2009 has been a year of...
Will you go to Romania with me over summer?
Someone posted that on my formspring.
My mom and I had just gotten in an argument with my dad.
It kindof made my day just a little better.
I want to know who posted it so I can tell them to travel with me.
highlights and lowlights of my week.
Lowlights: 1 Had to actually complete my 8 page health care paper. 2 Literally no sleep so far this entire week. 3 Getting sick, AGAIN. 4 Missing school, AGAIN. 5 Not being able to finish my Government notes which resulted in no extra credit. 6 Finals -.- 7 You-know-who not talking to me as much and not getting back to me ASAP. 8 Anticipation of finishing up my college apps by Sunday. 9 Stupid NHS...
A-Zing dat.
Stole this from da Shelbz who stole it from Ana twin.
A - Available: …no comment.
B - Best Friend: My sister, Habibi, Ana
C - Crush: ASH STYMEST.
D - Dad’s Name: Matt.
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: Yohawn.
F - Favorite Band: A Day to Remember!
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms: I like both but I choose bears.
H - Hometown: BAY AREA 925 WHADDUP.
I - Instrument: Does my voice count?
J - Job:...
whaddup amsterdam and budapest?!
Én izgatott vagyok!!! I CAN BARELY CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT ZOMG.
I don’t care that I have to raise $2000 for my trip. I am so fucking excited. June 2010.
swollen face from hell.
My immune system fooled me. I THOUGHT I wasn’t going to get sick again because my sore throat went away and I never got a stuffy nose. A week later, the stuffy nose hit me last night and I am now completely congested that I cannot breathe at all. I also can’t see out of my swollen eyes or think out of my swollen head of doom which is hurting really bad. I think I have a sinus problem...
2009 in retrospect.
I stole this from Maddie who stole it from Ana!
1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before? Got swine flu. Became peer-diagnosed with a Lust Syndrome Phase. The longest time away from home and away from my parents. But most of all, I healed.
2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I never really keep my new years’ resolutions so I end...
mission.
I’m on a mission to be at least “conversational” in a lot of languages.
English: more than done. Spanish: more than done. Tagalog: done.
I plan to go onto Korean (since I know a lot of it already,) German, Russian, Hungarian, French.
tate's eurotrip.
So I am in desperate need to go to Europe over the summer. It’s really important to me and I have been planning it with Shelby. If anyone else wants to come (granted that we like you and you’re cool,) then you may accompany us!
I want to stay for like at least two or three weeks and I found out that the roundtrip ticket alone is like $1339. My dad said I can go if I’m able to...
this has been stuck in my head for 2 days.
Major kudos if you can recognize the language. “Túl szép” by Hien.
Azt mondod, az a szép kinek a szeme kék És azt, hogy ilyen csoda nem várt soha még S ha meglátsz valahol, szíved már zakatol, és ez bőven elég
És bárcsak ott lennénk egy elzárt szigeten, mert ez a szerelem, biztosra vehetem De mondd meg, van-e hab a kedvenc sütimen, vagy mondd meg, mi a nevem Meseszerű kép, csak egy...
the chingoo in the rye.
I decided to dedicate a blog to my good friend who always manages to cheer me up in an indie/philosophical/musical sort of way. It’s really hard to explain and I think he is the only one who would understand what the hell I’m talking about.
I think I really treasure this friendship because he has helped me in different ways than most people have. Everyone tries to give me advice in...
boldogság, gyere haza
I can’t get over this damn song. The only thing I can understand is the title, but I don’t care. I keep thinking it’s Russian but it’s actually Hungarian.
There is this Vietnamese chick named Nguyen Thanh Hien or something (but she also happens to live in Hungary) who sings this song pretty well. I like it. It’s pretty.
Yay for random European songs that you...
seven deadly sin: lust.
I don’t want to spill my entire love life onto this blog for the world to see, but I have concluded that I have major problems and I don’t know how to deal with them or fix them. I think I have a lust problem O_o This is no lie/joke/bullshit.
I’ve been in too many relationships, way more than necessary, and only one of them was really serious. For some reason, I can easily just...
the f00kery of long naps.
Yesterday I was extremely tired and decided to nap for like an hour. I fell asleep at about 6:30pm and was planning to wake up at around 7, 8 at the latest. I look up at the clock and it’s 1:00am. FUCK ME UP THE ASS NINE TIMES WITH A CACTUS. Ugh.
So at 1:00am I finished my power point presentation and was planning to go to sleep like a normal person; instead my body decided to keep me awake...
rain, rain, go away.
Come again another fucking day. Seriously.
Dammit. I hate the rain. I’ve also been freezing my buttocks off all day.
The worst part of this is that I think I’m getting sick, AGAIN. I’m pretty sure it’s because it rained today/drastic temperature changes. This is totally peachy because I have finals this week and next week and I’m leaving for the Philippines the week...
that's the glory of love.
So tonight, I watched the movie Orphan with my cousin and my dad. I am completely speechless and this is what I have to say: What the FUCK?
I don’t care if people think it’s dumb/not scary/stupid. Frankly, I thought it was fucking disturbing and twisted and weird. If you understand psychology to at least a certain degree, then maybe you would understand why it was so fucked up.
I...
vent.
I am going to vent about yesterday and today.
1. Yesterday morning was pretty shitty because we had a horrible NHS meeting and I got blamed for all this shit that was totally my teacher’s fault. Our teacher “couldn’t handle this” and just left the meeting. And then our Executive Board got into a fight (and I’m part of the board.) I have been deemed the neutral...
bolding what applies.
I stole this “bold all that apply” stuff from Maddie!
I’m loud. I’m obnoxious. I’m sarcastic. I’m cocky. I cry easily. I have a bad temper. For the most part, I don’t like people. I’m easy to get along with. I like to fight. I have more enemies than friends. I’ve smoked. I’ve smoked weed. I drink coffee. I clean my room daily. My Appearance I’m shorter than 5’5. I wear makeup. I...
A blog rant #2
Here is another seven random things to rant about.
1. Internet — I can’t live without it, but it almost fucked my chances getting into USC (so I would be REALLY upset) and it prevented me from turning in my health care paper. So, EFF YOU INTERNET. If I end up getting bad grades this semester, it’s your fault.
2. USC — I worship their holy campus grounds of honor and if I...